I guess everybody has monsters named Whatif in his mind. What if I am not good enough, what if I won’t succeed, what if everything will go wrong, what if I won’t any money from my art, what if, what if, what if …I don’t know why are we so programmed to care about the things that haven’t even happened jet. We are paying attention to unexisting things! What a waste of energy … Does anybody have the answer why we do that?
My mind is really contaminated with Whatif monsters. And sometimes I am so overtired just because of thinking.
We draw the scary monsters the other day (my son is really in to monsters and dinosaurs right now). When we finished our drawing he looked at my picture and said: “Daddy’s monsters are really scary, mommy, yours is just ridiculous.”
Thanks, pal. If mommy only knew that …